| CARS FOR SALE!! |
[Sep. 14th, 2022|09:45 pm] |
1)1994 Chevy Camero
$3500
2) 1988 Chevy Suburban
$1500
if your interested or if you know anyone looking for a car, call me (714) 234-8506!
-Manny |
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| Car for Sale!! |
[Sep. 9th, 2022|02:23 am] |
So as most of you know, i work as a Car Salesman in Los Angeles! I also sell cars on the side, to make extra cash! Ill be doing this for a while! anyway i got my first car!
1994 Chevy Camero
$3500
if your interested or if you know anyone who is interested in buying a car, call me (714) 234-8506!
ill be making post about every car ill be selling every week!
-Manny |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2022|02:39 am] |
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| | "Charmed Life" by Mike Ness | ] |
Sometimes i feel my 2 cents doesnt mean a dam thing to anyone! I find it funny how people think they know alot but you know they will regret what they will do in the future! for example, last night i hung out with some friends, and they were talking about tattoos, they brag about it like they have fucking ADD, but what they never thought before putting ink on them is, will they still be happy about the tat when there 45 or 55, 100% of the time they will think "What the fuck was i thinking" i was talking to my mom today and i told her this, my mom said, people just dont think about the future, and when you warn them, there stubborn, they think they know everything when they dont know anything, they want attention, they get pressured by society, i also hate when people have tattoos and say "oh but it means something to me, i like strawberries when i was little" i liked oranges, doesnt mean i get a tat of an orange, ill just tell people that i liked oranges, end of fucking story! i dont get people sometimes! if someone dies, i dont need ink to remind me how much i cared for them, if there something that signifies something special, i dont need a tat to remind me that, i have my memories! i know what i will think before i get a tattoo, regret!
and it not just this, theres alot of other small things where i tell people, think before you do!! this is why i live my life with no regrets, because i make sure i dont do anything stupid! and when people disagree with me, i know one day they will tell me, "dammit manny you where right!" and that pisses me off, you dont listen and ignore it, you waste my time! i also hate when people say, "Manny your such a good guy" yet they have mistakes! im living my life so they can see how life should be lived! as much as im happy for the good things that ive done, i dont do it just for me, i know that im am a influence, someone is looking up to me, everything has someone looking up to them! people have to be careful of what they do! you get a tatto, and soon your future child will do the same, why, well there parents have one, no harm there, you cant tell them no, you already did! and i have had people tell me this, "Manny, you were right" somehow i expect that again in the future!! anyway i wanted to get that off my chest!!
"Watch carefully then how you live, not as foolish persons but as wise, making the most of the opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore, do not continue in ignorance, but try to understand what is the will of the Lord."
-Ephesians 5:15-18 |
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| Worst Summer Ever! |
[Aug. 29th, 2022|07:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Down on this world again" by Social Distortion | ] |
Well there was summer of 04, but i had some support of my family, none of that has been shown this time, i got a snobby bitchy sister who all she thinks is me,me,me and never really thinks about others, fucking bitch , ive had enough of her, i dont have a mother fucking bed but yet she still sits on the couch that i need to sleep on and i tell her that i need to go to bed and she gets mad! i hope some punches her, she fucking deserves it! I have a dad who has the right to yell and me but i have no right to do the same, he thinks i havent registered for school becuase i told him i needed a check for school, my sister decides to jump in the conversation (like always) and be the one whos always right (like always) the thing is i couldnt use his card in the spring to buy books because the lady didnt buy the fact that im Francisco Alvarez son! I was going to tell him but my sister and my dad interupted me, so i snap and tell him, here have the card and dont believe me, so him and my sister tell me to calm down, he told me he knows im upset because of work and of the recent brake up with me and teresa but dont take it out on him! Who the fuck is he to tell me that! I got pissed because he interupted me! Im fucking sick and tired of everyone in my family, the only one in my family that understands who i am is my mother, she respect my views and my morals, she understands how hard of a life i go though, i live a life of temptation but i never ever give up and join the crowd, i told my mom my goal in life is to be the one who give that helping hand, to help other when i know they need it, to change people, to affect the lives of people, its a calling that i felt i got almost 2 years ago, but yet no one but my mom seems to see that in my family, i become single and all of the sudden my brothers want me to go clubbing and get laid, i dont get how that would make me happy, that as bad as a sin as murder! Im very anti-tattoo, putting ink on you forever is stupid, by the time your 65, your going to regret it, is it tempting, yes, will i do it, no, why, i know when im old ill think "what the fuck was i thinking", I told my mom i want people think great things about me when i die, and who knows when i die, i might as well be prepared! My mom started crying and told me she was proud that i was myself and not a follower! Dont get me wrong, i respect my dad, he the one who will lead to a successful life, and my mom is my hero, she help me become who i am, i dont what i do without her! But sometimes my family irrates me, they put me down more than normal, this is why i come home late, i know drama always comes around me! Like i told my friends, i know im young but i want a relationship, i rely on affection, i need that shuolder to lean on in situations like these, these situations have happen alot recently! i cant wait, i cant depend on waiting, i need someone! if you it desparate, than yes im desparate! I cant take this any longer, i seriously cant! |
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| I tryed!! |
[Aug. 19th, 2022|04:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Dear Lover" Social Distortion | ] |
Yeah, loving
Over and over again now
It ain't nothing girl
Till you've felt the pain
Up against the wall
Why does love always have to hurt?
Your scratches run across my back
And then a tear
Dear lover
I can't take the pain no more
Dear lover
I pick my heart up from the floor
Dear lover
I can't believe it's come to this
Dear lover
Give me one last
Painful kiss
There ain't nothin'
In this world for free now
So how high of a price
Will you pay
Hear the screams so loud
Wake up to the broken glass
It's a scene from bad to worse
And many more tears
Dear lover
I can't take the pain no more
Dear lover
I pick my heart up from the floor
Dear lover
I can't believe it's come to this
Dear lover
Give me one last
Painful kiss
P.S-Thanks to Lindsay and Cody for being there for me last night, your good friends!! |
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| sigh |
[Aug. 12th, 2022|08:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Under my Thumb" by Social Distortion | ] |
I havent been me lately, ive been down alot, my job is depressing when i cant make a sale(btw i quit Cinema City, yesterday was my last day, i work in LA as a car salesman full time),one of my siblings bugs me and when shes not bugging me, the other one does,i feel like my friends are not doing the right things, some people know that if my friends arnt happy or there not in a good spot or i feel that they doing something wrong, then im not happy, i know i have to think for myself but thats who i am, i find it selfish to think about me only, i dont BS when i say ill take a bullet for a friend, ive done it before(it wasn't a bullet it was a stabbing, thank god the guy didnt use it)its just the type of person that i am, i put my friends and family over me! basically, i havent been happy this past week! |
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| If you have nothing nice to say, then shut the fuck up! |
[Aug. 9th, 2022|10:12 am] |
| [ | music |
| | "Moral Threat" by Social Distortion | ] |
I hate when someone has nothing good to say about someone you care about, when in fact the ones they do care about have had same problems! people make mistakes, take for example me, so why critize them, critize the ones who dont see change for the better, like themselves! these people deserve a kick in the ass! possibly more than that! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 5th, 2022|07:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
When I was young I was invincible,
I find myself now thinking twice,
I never thought about no future,
its just the roll of the dice.
But the day may come when you've got something to lose,
and just when you think you're done paying dues
And you say to yourself, dear God what Have I done?
And hope its not too late 'cause tomorrow may never come.
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Yesterday is history and tomorrow's a mystery
But baby right now, its just about you and me,
You can run you can hide, just like Bonnie and Clyde
Reach for the sky ain't never gonna die,
and I thank the Lord for the love I have found
and hold you tight cause tomorrow may never come.
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
Reach For the Sky, 'cause tomorrow may never come
So if you please take this moment
Try if you can make it last
Don't think about no future and just forget about the past
and make it last. |
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| I cant wait to go to LAX at 7pm! |
[Jun. 28th, 2022|10:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Emo (in a good way) | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Mr. Brightside" by The Killers | ] |
So my gf comes back today, i cant wait, this past month has been not only hard, but a test, a test of trust, a test on how much i need her!! I relized that i do need her, i miss her so much, i always needed her sholder to lean on!! I love her even more while she was gone, shes my life!! i had many bumps in the road and i needed her, but i have my friends to help me, one friend who helped me alot, Stephanie Devine, i have known her since i was 7, but this month i needed that friend for help, i needed someone to talk to, she was there, she the true defination of a great friend, i cant thank her enough, i love her for the help she has given me!! (tear for Teresa and Steph) today i was at the Angel game (horrible game, i left in the 7th) basically in every Angel game, i scout and focus on the game, but i couldnt think how close i would be to meeting my girl!!, its good thing when you think about it, the Angels lost 12-4! All i could think about is Teresa!! i miss her soo much!! anyway i just wanted to brag, i have a better signignant other than you!! |
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| Havent been this down in almost 2 years! |
[Jun. 14th, 2022|12:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Sunday Morning Coming Down" by Johnny Cash | ] |
I hate friedns who dont text or comment you back on what or when were hanging out!
I hate hypocrites!
I hate when people completely step all over others! (im not getting stomp its someone else)
and although i dont smoke, I seriously need a cigarette to calm me down! |
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| Just a bit short staffed! |
[Jun. 7th, 2022|02:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Rocking the Suburbs" by Ben Folds Five | ] |
So i came in at 5PM for my usher shift thinking i was going to have a an easy day considering that weeknights are the deadest days of the week, on weekdays we have 6 people total schedueled for the day, only problem, we had The Omen open today and apparently Austin, who is in charge of the schedule forgot to schedule extra people, so basically i got raped, i had to clean every Omen show by myself, btw all the night shows sold out, in between the ending shows i had to sweep the lobby,hallways, do restroom checks, bag full usher trash cans, and clean other theatres, luckily we had a new guy come in to help me, problem was he's a new guy so it not much help! By the end of the day when i was doing the closing usher duties, my legs felt like collapseing from all the power walking to clean everything, i was so out of it and soo tired! thank god i get the next 2 days off!
BTW i was just notifed that my old friend from elementary school (we were still friends during our high school days too but not as close) Nick Kiofutis dad was shot and killed, very sad, pray for him and his family! |
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| Nothing to do! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2022|09:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Send her back" by Mike Ness | ] |
It's lonely living, when you're all alone
Sitting and waiting by the telephone
Waiting for a call that never seems to come
Telling me, that girl of mine's returning home
Send her back, send her back
I'll never more do wrong
Send her back, send her back
I'm tired of being alone
I'm lonesome, as lonesome as I can be
Please send my baby back to me |
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| These kids are wierd! |
[Jun. 2nd, 2022|01:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Same old story" by Pennywise | ] |
So im watching the national spelling bee........im waiting for you to stop laughing..........ok now back to my story, one of my favorite shows is "Cheap Seats" the show makes fun of sporting events or things that can be considered a sport, anyway the viewers favorite is when they make fun of the old spelling bees, the famous rebecca selfion! anyway im watching this years spelling bee and they make it look as if its Super Bowl 41! they have close up of the spellers when they get the word right as they sit down, the kids smile in front of the camera as if they know where you live and they want to kill you, eshpesally the one that looked like crissy from CC! very wierd, one kid has special fingers, he copyed rebecca selfion! he as wierd as her too, im cheering for him(jonathon horton),as well as sara hooks,micheal criste, and katy close. there a new pronouncer this year, that cameron guy is gone! btw i only know this because of "Cheap Seats" they make fun of the past spelling bee alot! dammit Horton out! he mispelled Sciolto, thats easy, believe me i went to the quarterfinals in my schools spelling bee in 2nd grade! |
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| Its going to be a lonely month! |
[May. 28th, 2022|11:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Don't let your walls down" by Social Distortion | ] |
Teresa just left for Poland for a month, i honestly have no clue what to do, i normally hang out with the gang only if Teresa is there, it sounds odd but that of course will change, its just going to be wierd without her, we see each other everyday! I love her to death! Today me,Alben,Ruben, and Dan went with her family to LAX to drop her off and say goodbye! Its just wierd, our group has divied, Sharp,Robby,and now Teresa are gone and Cody working at CC and Savon, making him way too busy! Without Teresa, its going to be odd not having her at my side! I love and miss that girl!! |
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| Its not the worst thing ever! |
[May. 23rd, 2022|08:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | PISSED OFF AND IRRATRED | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Highway 101" by Social Distortion | ] |
Jesus Christ, she complains like she has it the worst, be thankful for what you have, thank the lord everyday!
EVERYONE WE LIVE A BETTER LIFE THEN 99.9% OF THE WORLD....SHUT THE FUCK UP! |
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| Just a thought! |
[May. 14th, 2022|12:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  drunk | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Polish Music | ] |
Beer is like apple juice, same results, more restroom breaks and same taste! |
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| Hey at least its believable! |
[May. 1st, 2022|03:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | No music, just Jim Gaffelign jokes! | ] |
SO i was at the school computer lab with my group trying to finish a project, we started at 145pm and we just finish then i relized, oh crap i was suppose to announce the canyon game today at 3!, so one of the girls in my group says to me "so are you still going" i says to her, i says "No, ill just say i was protesting, they have to believe me."
maybe Cinema City will buy it too! |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 1st, 2022|01:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Journey | ] |
so i left OC at 630pm for the mountains for the retreat supposily it suppose to snow but it was hot, so it gave me the privilage to drive 55 on those turns! even though i was there for a day and a half, i was happy that i came, plus i was glad i did my talk, when i talked to the guys, i got choked up and teared up when i was talking about teresa, luckily i quickly regroup and kept talking! but i was glad i got to be back in the retreat groove, although its not the same as it was when i was in Salt, i had a great time, plus with the new astro turf on the field, we slept under the stars as we said racist jokes and later wake up at 330am with water balloons thorwn at us! anyway i had a great time, only problem was that some of us couldnt go in adoration until later and once i got in there i was with my sister, for that time i never been as close with my sister in a long time! anyway, i was to distracted to get connected in adoration, i did do a rosary but that was all! but overall a good 2 days, i needed it, i have had a few bad weeks with school and work! hopefully i can live the 4th day! |
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| I love Teresa Mosiejuk! |
[Apr. 28th, 2022|12:44 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Angels Wings" by Social Distortion | ] |
Sometimes i think to myself, life is not fair, Teresa has matured so much, im so proud of her, but sadly her family cant see that! I dont think they have ever even seen a dam thing that good in her, a girl who can not stop caring for others, but of course the middle child get the shit, it made me sad that people cant see the good things in life! I love this girl to death, she my soulmate and it hurt to see or hear her cry! It kills me to see her like this, it ticks me off when her older sister says she immature but meanwhile theres things that i dont feel i should type on here that she does that are mature! I know that soon her life will get better, i'll to it that it will! I will do anything to give her a better life, if i could, i wish i could give her my life and i take hers only so i stop seeing her suffer like this!
Angels Wings
By Social Distortion
You say you're down on your luck
hey baby, its a long, long way up
hold back now, hold back your fears
you say you're really down and out
and you feel like there's no way out now
let go now let go of your tears some more
How many times have you asked yourself
is this the hand of fate that I've been dealt?
you're so disillusioned this can't be real
and you can't stand now the way you feel
I don't care about what they say
I won't live or die that way
tired of figuring out things on my own
angel's wings wont you carry me home
And when you're down on your luck
hey baby, its a long, long way up
hold back now, hold back your fears
and when you're really down and out
and you feel like there's no way out now
let go now let go of your tears some more
I triumphed in the face of adversity
and I became the man I never thought I'd be
and now my biggest challenge, a thing called love
I guess I'm not as tough as I thought I was
I don't care about what they say
I'm gonna marry you some day
go ahead and wake up, its a brand new day
Angel's wings gonna carry you away
Angel's wings are going to carry me away
Angel's wings are going to carry us away |
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| WTF??? |
[Apr. 25th, 2022|02:52 am] |
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Ok, so im trying to log in on myspace and for some reason it wont let me, but once it let me, i went to go check my new messeges, new comments and what not but once i click on it, it made me re-type my password, but it would make me do it again, what the hell, i hope no one f-ed with my myspace, i dont consider it a big loss but who the hell would that! |
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